Hey, say I’m still new. So, don’t mind the ugly looking profile I have here. I don’t really know much bout such thing, but since everybody is doing it, I’ve decided to give myself a try as well. It’s not too bad anyway.
Owkay, let me start with a bery short introduction bout myself. I’m now in college, just turn 18 last December, 5th, and now impatiently waiting for what 2009 got to offer me as I live my normal life in college. Anyway, I believe 2009 should be a promising good year for me, as 2008 is somehow like a tsunami to me. I mean I went through a rough time throughout the year, very tough ever. Cut the long story short, I’d been through lots of unexpected things ever in 2008. January, work & stay out, it is when I learned on how to be independent, handling own cash and debts, get to know so many people of different stages & backgrounds, getting involve in partying too much, drinking like almost every night and trying my very best to still maintain the 1 love I don’t wanna lose. Its hard believe me. However, good things don’t last long, they’l go ‘4 sure’, so I have to say goodbye to all that routine I’ve been doing for 5 months by end of April. That is the time I have to quit, packed & move to this college in Labuan, the island. Here, I experience another bad luck I guess when I got HOSPITALISE due to lack of H2O in my body for 10 days!! 6 days in Labuan, then transferred to Kuching…ish!! I missed the full orientation programme which I actually appreciate so much plus few days of classes. On the 11th day, I came back & only begin to experience my first ever CamPus life, when everybody else is already use to everything. These are the few things bout this college that got me SHOCKED: the toilet! The café. The FOOD! The People! WOa………big sigh here.
However, I do have friends here who helped me throughout. E.g, my cousin, few other tuition mates, friends I get to know through scout, competition plus 3 other close male ex-Form 5 classmates. Anyway, I’m very much like camouflage, I adapt so fast I must admit, and later find Labuan to be NOT bad at all. I know almost everybody now ‘I believe’..if not their names, at least their faces. Then, along the way, I met one carzy friend who put me through so much trouble. She did something stupid that got her hospitalize, and I have to take care of her in the hospital throughout, joind her to her adapted family’s place, accompany her to almost everwhere, and it comes to the stage when I do not read for the whole month, no soing laundry, and everyone thought we are BEST FRIEND.. she then betrayd me, well that part let me just keep to myself. Anyway, I learnd a lot from that very relationship. By December, right before my birthday, she was kicked from the college. But we are still close though she’s not here.
Anyway, 2008 is not 100% bad, I too must admit that good things still come my way back then. I was so scared I’ll failed all my papers and disappoint so many people, but It was good friends around me, those I’m close to in Kuching, GOD, parents and a lot more who show concern. Their faithwas the very thing that keeps me going, and here I am now, 2009!! Doing semester II. I cried too much, taers of both happiness and sadness. Woah!! I believe in miracle..for I don’t really study, my love life in 2008 aws affecting me so much emotionally. Plus, I find this college to be really hard for people like me who really loves freedom.
Hmm, now is January 31st 2009, the end of the first month of 2009. I expect a lot from this year, a lot of good things.
By the way, I’m really happy that I’m now dating a guy who I seriously love, adore and appreciate. He’s 1 year older than me. I won’t want to ask anything more in my love life than to have this relationship last.
Owkay, till next time, to all readers, Take Care.
